I'm feeling MOODY...

today wasn't one of the best days that I had...dunno why i'm feeling this moody maybe someone pissed me off (haha...you know who you are) anyway, if you think i'm still pissed off, i'm not coz we talked it out. also, i'm not a person who gets angry for long. however, i have say i am still probably waiting for an explanation that will nv happen. dunno why such a thing happened but i juz feel disgusted by your actions, your "innocence", you lies, you closeness...leaves alot of qns in my mind but i cannot qn them coz well....wat am i to say? cheryl....am i a better in this way? you know i saw so close on court today...haiz then it led me thinking (maybe they really have to give me an explanation)

anyway, although i was very discouraged during bball today, at least there was QF to cite me up. haha...also a sweet & encouraging thing he did when i didnt wanna play the third round. He offered his hand & i took it. This is something that I'm not faced all the time. You know I'm a person who's touched by the lil things/actions ppl do for me but apparently it nv happens much. Well...in a way it makes me appreciate, cherish & remember them more. Pls dun be mistaken, there's nothing between QF & I, it's juz a nice thing that I wanna share.

feel much better letting it out, now i can go slp...oh you know I'm soooo excited to meet the PL darlings - You know I love you girls...